trash bag
April 26th, 2005 by seeril
Life has taken me on an unconventional path to which I thought I would or could never do. Ive been living a life that only I, could understand. I wasnt doing anything planned for me. Even though I succeeded through the most part, I found myself lost. Then I started asking myself why wasnt I happy and satisfied, isnt it enough for the people around me to let me be happy, even if I dont finish something they wanted me to start. Ive come to a revelation as I look at my profile, my life has been influenced and touched by each person in some way, shape, or form. They have helped me find what I was so blind to before.
In college I did everything wrong, I made every mistake possible….but as delusional as it may seem, college is where I learned the most about myself. I learned that yes, I can be confided in a classroom taking tests that I didnt study as most people do just as long as i have the ‘focus’ thing in it. And I still need to be out in the world experiencing life and living a life that is non-routine. This is me, complicated and free at the same time. This is who I am now, but who knows what I am to become.
